It's been a long
Time now
But not long enough for me to rest.
And I don't want you to know
What I've been thinking of.
And if I told you
I don't think you'd
Want to hear from
Me again.
Didn't mean to hurt you
This is just the way it is.

I'm the one I thought I'd never be
(Disguise my face)
Don't belong here this much should be clear
(Can't find my place)

I tried to scream, couldn't make a sound
Seems like weeks and weeks since
I left this town.
I woke up in a different place,
Different sight and indifferent state of mind.

I just wanted you to know
I'll hide behind
Another song,
That tells you the same old story and
Fake a smile
With a drink
I told you exactly what I
Think I told you
About the time when
The tiny stick could break the stone.
You didn't seem to
Understand it
I don't think I even know.

You're the one I thought would never leave
(I tried to see)
Took me this long just to find a way
(These eyes only see grey)

I'll take one last look while you take me home
What you take from me I'll
Never let show.
I just wanted you to know.